My Unforgetable Life Experience
As I was going on in life I’ve experience many things, I experience hurts, I experince loneliness, & even being made fun by other people, the sadest part of my life was when I was in grade 5 & running for grade 6, at that time judgements passed by my solitary way, that I’ve never thought before, would you imagine a group of friends who would just come to you & ask you, "Hey… do you know your real father’s name? or your mother? or your brothers or sisters? do you know who your family is?
Well, I grew in a simple family that I really know as my real family from the start, knowing to have no brothers, or a sister at all, I’ve grewn this way knowing that I’m the only child in the family, but this group of friends just came & embarrassed me with such a thing, it was really the most hurtful thing in my life, if those people would only feel the things that I’ve feel that time, I want to do something, but I can’t do anything but to be silent with my own aching heart. If only I could do anything to bring back to them everything that they’ve done to me at that time I would do, but I’m only a human who have a limited abilities, I’m not God to do it. But to be honest at that time obviously they don’t bear the things that I feel, they don’t bear the burdens that I’ve bear, & never anyone of them would just realize how deep is the hurt they’ve brought me at that time cause it’s a hidden hurt of the past that I kept as a secret at that time.
It was unforgetable not just because I feel deep sadness or inner pitiness or even great anger of the world although at that time that made my eyes float they don’t make the sense, but what I’ve learned is that I’ve learn to be strong, to be ready at all the time, cause frankly until now the truth is still not clear to me, there are many things that are kept hidden from me,I don’t know what future experiences to come would bring, but I’ve learn a lesson of becoming firm in life, to be ready of everything… And if I would be given a chance to repeat my past life I won’t change the time that my present parent had adapted me, I won’t change the time that I’ve called them ma, & pa, cause they’ve thought me so many important traits in life, I’ve experience true love in their presence, they thought me how to become a true human not only physically but inner within me, they are the reason why I keep on fighting in life.
