Not that complicated as I thought
It was morning of February 2, 2008 and everyone in our place was so busy preparing for such an occasion which will be held few days from it. It was a funny thing for a person like me cause that was only one of the few time in my life when I was reminded of how many occasions had already passed and I don’t even put any of those into my own routine, maybe of many busy things that I need to give more priority in life than giving more time in enjoying. I don’t even have time to take a glance of myself and take a little time to reflect of where I ‘am now. Only one thing I keep on thinking to achieve and that is to obtain success.
I’ve come this far and I keep seeking for what I was really trying to achieve, as time goes by things are becoming much more complicated than they were before. I’m trying to acquire things which I thought would give me contentment, but not even one of them do satisfies me just to be able to say that I’ve completely knew the meaning of my survival. I tried seeking for what I want in anyway that I know, I dive in the deepest and inner most of my mind but I found no answer, I’ve tried to compromise with the things that others do but I don’t find it that interesting to give more time, I’ve tried to work hard, but after a few days, I will just find it like no sense at all. I’ve tried to define life in my own words and I never knew that it’s more than what I always thought it was. When I came to the point to explore life I fought that it would be the same as how I read a book that every idea were just written and hidden in every leaf of its page, till I discover that there were more things to discover more than the ordinary way of just reading a book. That was the turning point on my journey of knowing the true meaning of life that I’m very much interested to discover. Revealing its’ secrets is not as easy as I knew before, there were much to know, there were much to discover, even the best scientist might not be able to have an exact explanation to it such as why people live, and what’s the reason for their existence, why everything are reacting just to survive, why others still feel being happy, hurt or even feel hatred to others and if were curious enough to know we’ll just find more answers in the reality each of which would surely have no definite idea, but we live with it, because it’s how broad life is because many facts about it were kept hidden and needs a lot of time to be able to grasp the true meaning before we’ll be able to sought the perfect answer to the question why there is life in this world. And as I go along I’ve just realize that one answer may not be a final answer, but it’s only apart of those few answers that answers only what you really want to know about your life, and will not always be consider as what others would also like to know.
